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2007-11-19 - [?]
2007-10-28 - I live to let you shine.
2007-10-17 - I'm going home.
2007-10-17 - I'm going home.
2007-10-11 - Idolless
2007-10-01 - Someday you will ache like I ache
2007-09-28 - -
2007-09-25 - goodbye and farewell
2007-09-25 - I'll follow you into the dark
2007-09-23 - you are the tempist, I am the sin
2007-09-15 - Why do we crusify ourselves?
2007-09-10 - deeper vileness
2007-09-10 - deeper vileness
2007-09-07 - the art of losing
2007-09-03 - you'll come apart and you'll go blank
2007-09-03 - you'll come apart and you'll go blank
2007-09-01 - don't know why
2007-08-31 - slide across my skin again.
2007-08-30 - slide across my skin again.
2007-08-25 - Prophet of doom
2007-08-13 - Hard for you to show
2007-08-07 - They were born of atomic steel.
2007-08-07 - secretsgetout
2007-08-03 - 8.Weakness
2007-08-02 - The new sound.
2007-07-26 - Aborted
2007-07-23 - Free falling
2007-07-15 - Fuck
2007-07-12 - Oh, it's what you do to me.
2007-07-09 - Oh, how I sighed when they asked if I knew his name.
2007-07-07 - Jigsaw
2007-07-03 - 'Cause I don't wanna take the chance.
2007-06-28 - STUPIDMF
2007-06-28 - Open Ground
2007-06-25 - Can't get through to you.
2007-06-20 - Beneath the Mire
2007-06-20 - Beneath the Mire
2007-06-18 - The more that you sleep the less that you dream of me.
2007-06-12 - Body Breakdown.
2007-06-12 - Body Breakdown.
2007-06-10 - Pick up you're gear and Gypsy, roll on.
2007-06-09 - Untouchable Face.
2007-06-06 - Tell you the truth, I prefur the worst of you.
2007-06-03 - Last Statement.
2007-05-27 - Passion of Lovers
2007-05-24 - Faiding.
2007-05-20 - I guess I'm on the run, and time is catching up behind me.
2007-05-17 - Sad little panda.
2007-05-12 - And I'll cry for you, and I'll die for you. You. Only you.
2007-05-11 - My spider shadow.
2007-05-11 - My spider shadow.
2007-05-11 - My spider shadow.
2007-04-28 - Coke Dealer
2007-04-28 - Coke Dealer
2007-04-22 - And I think you should know this. . .
2007-04-10 - Scream my name just one more time.
2007-04-09 - just to taste youre lips
2007-04-08 - My hours are slumberless, Dearest, the shadows I live with are numberless.
2007-04-06 - -
2007-04-05 - Soft whispers of a dead girl, twisting in my mind.
2007-04-02 - Everything starts with an E.
2007-03-31 - Wasn't real.
2007-03-27 - Pins&needles.
2007-03-24 - He loved her violently & she accepted his affections
2007-03-21 - -
2007-03-20 - Eyes of fire.
2007-03-19 - Killin gme.
2007-03-11 - & the spiders from mars.
2007-03-10 - & there will be Sorrow no more.
2007-03-09 - Set me free with you're love.
2007-03-09 - I've got a feeling that everything's gonna be alright.
2007-03-07 - Is it real?
2007-03-04 - You know I'm such a fool for you.
2007-03-01 - I just want you to know who I am.
2007-02-25 - Sound Edit
2007-02-23 - Let them not weep.
2007-02-23 - & every breath we drew was hallelujah.
2007-02-22 - You must not know. . .
2007-02-20 - It's a cold and its a broken Hallelujah,
2007-02-17 - Tell her not to go.
2007-02-15 - Cherry Waves.
2007-02-13 - For My Fallen Angel.
2007-02-13 - For My Fallen Angel.
2007-02-13 - Sex Reflex
2007-02-09 - Worn-out faces.
2007-02-08 - Last Serenade
2007-02-07 - I'll tear your mind out.
2007-02-06 - Like Disco Lemonaide.
2007-02-05 - I find it kind-of funny; I find it kind-of sad. . .
2007-02-03 - This is not America
2007-02-02 - Devoid of Caring.
2007-02-01 - Out of your reach.
2007-02-01 - -
2007-01-31 - And the sound of the rain. . .
2007-01-30 - Never meant to hurt you - never meant to make you cry.
2007-01-29 - Passion of Lovers
2007-01-26 - And don't forget the violence.
2007-01-25 - Glycerine {I needed you more when you wanted us less.}
2007-01-24 - I lit your baby on fire
2007-01-23 - Are You Dead Yet?
2007-01-21 - Couldn't love you anymore; you've got a beautiful taste.
2007-01-20 - Dead Venus Blue
2007-01-15 - Cheerio.
2007-01-14 - I won't hold on.
2007-01-12 - Smoke the Bones of Baby Dolls.
2007-01-11 - I cannot break down. (Don't care if it shows up)
2007-01-10 - Coma Whire
2007-01-08 - Take you Down.
2007-01-07 - Holding my tongue
2007-01-05 - Nothing left for you to take
2007-01-03 - Oxygen's Gone.
2007-01-01 - Now its do or die.
2006-12-30 - I want my life
2006-12-29 - Would I lie to you?
2006-12-28 - Prayer.
2006-12-25 - You can't hold me down anymore.
2006-12-24 - In Memory.
2006-12-21 - When everything's made to be broken.
2006-12-19 - Not a thing to do
2006-12-16 - I really miss your hair in my face. . .
2006-12-15 - Here (In your arms)
2006-12-13 - Trance Mix.
2006-12-12 - Chalk White.
2006-12-08 - Cinnamon Girl.
2006-12-06 - Slow Desolation
2006-12-04 - Left them to drown in their innocence
2006-12-01 - ItFeelsGoodToKnowYourAllMine.
2006-11-29 - Addiction.
2006-11-27 - Do you love your whore?
2006-11-26 - The Real Folk Blues.
2006-11-23 - Its under your nose/its over your head/its out of your reach
2006-11-23 - I can smell abortion on you.
2006-11-22 - On the bright side she could choke
2006-11-20 - Beast of Blood
2006-11-18 - saxaphone(JULIA)saxaphone
2006-11-13 - Sex&Candy
2006-11-10 - The ultimate escape.
2006-11-07 - Another broken heart is taken over.
2006-11-03 - Goodnight Julia.
2006-11-02 - Will you love me tomorrow?
2006-11-02 - Full of broken thoughts.
2006-11-01 - GUNS(areforpussies)
2006-10-30 - Fall away.
2006-10-27 - You are someone else, I am still right here.
2006-10-26 - This is me DYING in your arms.
2006-10-26 - Guns (Are for Pussies)
2006-10-24 - Why can't Ifucking believe you?
2006-10-23 - Everyone I know goes away in the end.
2006-10-22 - The things that you said. . .
2006-10-20 - Wishing I had one desire.
2006-10-19 - I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. . .
2006-10-16 - you get my closer to god.
2006-10-16 - Diamonds, CandyPills, One-Million Dollar Bills. . .
2006-10-13 - She falls around me
2006-10-12 - Shake the sound of home.
2006-10-11 - I believe that loves should be chained together & thrown into a fire with their songs & letters.
2006-10-10 - There's a starman waiting in the sky. He wants to come and meet us but he thinks he'll blow our minds.
2006-10-09 - So I guess I'll have to settle for a few brief moments.
2006-10-05 - 11
2006-10-03 - El Gato
2006-10-02 - -2737
2006-10-01 - So hold me closer.
2006-09-29 - asterick
2006-09-27 - [When you can't be what you want to be.]
2006-09-27 - Alive or Just Breathing?
2006-09-26 - -
2006-09-25 - Nobody else.
2006-09-24 - You don't care about us
2006-09-21 - -
2006-09-19 - A song you don't want to sing
2006-09-18 - Find a way [To carry on again.]
2006-09-17 - Wanna be anybody else but me.
2006-09-16 - Serve my heart up on a plate.
2006-09-13 - [Land of the Evening Star]
2006-09-12 - Turn your moments into pleasure.
2006-09-11 - Weakness.
2006-09-10 - Freezing water.
2006-09-08 - Prepare for war.
2006-09-07 - Breathe.
2006-09-05 - YOUSAID [There was no power stronger on heaven or earth.]
2006-09-04 - I can't hold it all in. If. You. Won't. Let. Me.
2006-09-03 - My fair lady nearly drowned.
2006-09-02 - Microphone explodes.
2006-09-02 - Open my arms. Bleed out this blood.
2006-08-30 - {{I think we're losing speed.}}
2006-08-29 - There's nothing here but. . . .
2006-08-27 - Blue&Orange.
2006-08-25 - DRIVE{{FarAway}}
2006-08-24 - Someday a comet will fall from the sky. . .
2006-08-21 - everythingdies
2006-08-20 - Candyass
2006-08-19 - [Say Anything. . .]
2006-08-18 - {{Relax. Turn around [&]..Take.My.Hand..}}
2006-08-17 - I'm deep inside your children; they'll betray you in my name.
2006-08-15 - And You? You make me hate myself. . .
2006-08-14 - 12 black rainbows.
2006-08-13 - ON MY KNEES FOR YOU.
2006-08-10 - I needed you more when you wanted us less.
2006-08-09 - He's gone away.
2006-08-07 - Blow out the candle, save the light.
2006-08-05 - {{In Silence.}}
2006-08-03 - Never change. . .
2006-08-02 - With Strawberry Gashes all over.
2006-08-01 - I'm just afraid of FORGETTING & I am afraid of DYING.
2006-07-31 - Don't you shut your eyes in silence.
2006-07-30 - Can't run away. <3
2006-07-29 - Innocente.
2006-07-28 - Nightlike Silence.
2006-07-27 - Fields of Dispair.
2006-07-26 - faid into you
2006-07-25 - Sweet Cyanide.
2006-07-24 - This is my Last Serenade. {{FromYourSelfYouCantRunAway}}
2006-07-23 - Take me away-Take me far away from here; I will run with you.
2006-07-22 - Run-Away Train.
2006-07-20 - ZOMBIE.
2006-07-19 - I don't ever wanna see, I don't ever wanna be like you.
2006-07-16 - GOD FORBID WHAT WOULD WE DO?
2006-07-16 - GOD FORBID WHAT WOULD WE DO?
2006-07-15 - ImNasty{ill-try-not-to-get-me-on-you}
2006-07-14 - JUST YOU, ALL YOU. {I'll stand far away.}
2006-07-12 - Body all in pain.
2006-07-11 - In your head, in your head they're still fighting.
2006-07-10 - Faid into you.
2006-07-09 - STOP DOING THIS TO ME.
2006-07-09 - In your head, in your head. Zombie.
2006-07-08 - {Will You?} Will you love me tomorrow? {Will You?}Will you stay with me today?
2006-07-06 - I'm so afraid. . .
2006-07-05 - PROTECT ME FROM WHAT I WANT.
2006-07-04 - Protect me from what I want. Protect me, Protect me.
2006-07-04 - \"Its only nothing when you say its gonna be alright.\"
2006-07-02 - I'm not afraid, put the gun in my hand. I'm just afraid it'll HURT LIKE HELL.
2006-07-02 - This one's for you.
2006-07-01 - Take the blame
2006-06-30 - On the wings of a DREAM.///AKA-SoFarBeyondReality.
2006-06-29 - && I don't mind the horror that surrounds me.
2006-06-27 - Open fire. {{ONMYKNEESFORYOU}}
2006-06-25 - black
2006-06-25 - Hope Leaves.
2006-06-25 - Shut.Me.Up
2006-06-23 - Will we make a mark this time? Will we always say we tried?
2006-06-22 - none56
2006-06-21 - Forget December. {{ItWontBeBetter}}
2006-06-20 - Carnal Forge
2006-06-19 - {{You will be safe in here.}}
2006-06-18 - Let me love you {{TODEATH}}
2006-06-17 - Gave away. One and only heart. A gift to tear apart.
2006-06-15 - If I CANT HAVE YOU. I DONT WANT NOBODY ELSE.
2006-06-11 - I don't wanna get over you. . .
2006-06-09 - Its only nothing when you say its gonna be alright.
2006-06-08 - God damn JEWISH LAMP.
2006-06-07 - As the pain sweeps though, makes no sense for you;; every thrill is gone, wasn't too much fun at all.
2006-06-06 - Taste from you lips. . .
2006-06-05 - ON THE BRIGHT SIDE SHE COULD CHOKE.
2006-06-04 - I'm used to it by now.
2006-06-03 - {{Ritual}}
2006-06-02 - Oblivion{?}
2006-06-01 - Dance to the sound of tears on the cold stone. . .
2006-05-31 - SHE WOKE IN THE MOURNING.[sheknewthatherlifehadpassesherby]
2006-05-30 - Lost you there, in a moment of truth. . .
2006-05-30 - Standing on the rooftops, Everyone SCREAM YOUR HEART OUT.
2006-05-29 - Named her lover.
2006-05-27 - SCREAM YOUR HEART OUT.
2006-05-25 - Sleep now. . .in the fire.
2006-05-24 - Lost. . .Souls?
2006-05-21 - Tomorrow comes with one desire.
2006-05-21 - You say that things change, my dear.
2006-05-19 - Can't we just. . . .rewind?
2006-05-18 - Livin' so free its a tradgety.
2006-05-17 - Tell me there's no other one. . .
2006-05-14 - Now, Broken, Here I stand alone.
2006-05-12 - Rainy day mix tape.
2006-05-10 - I'm a crusader. Begging for a crusade in which to die.
2006-05-09 - Reach out & touch faith.
2006-05-07 - kill kill kill kill kill the poor.
2006-05-06 - Dirty, Filthy, Marred, Tainted, Unclean, Impure.
2006-05-05 - It's a terror of knowing what this world is about.
2006-05-04 - So I'll just keep driving.
2006-05-03 - This is not a test.
2006-05-03 - He is calling you DUDE
2006-05-02 - Someone will say what is lost can never be saved.
2006-05-01 - -
2006-04-30 - Just tell me what you really mean.
2006-04-29 - Welcome to hell, little saint.
2006-04-27 - Inpassioned lovers wrestle as one, lonely men crys for love and has none.
2006-04-25 - AMEN TO THE PEOPLE.
2006-04-24 - Amen to the people who think there's still a way to help us.
2006-04-23 - Protest the HERO.
2006-04-22 - I was wasting away. . .
2006-04-21 - In my time of need.
2006-04-20 - Carry on, carry on- as if nothing really matters.
2006-04-19 - Drown in the Mire.
2006-04-18 - Summer Breeze, makes me feel fine. . .
2006-04-18 - Suspecting afterglow
2006-04-17 - Weakness.
2006-04-16 - They try her on for size, she fits nice. One size fits all.
2006-04-15 - Can we even last though the night?
2006-04-14 - I still believe that I cannot be saved.
2006-04-13 - none27
2006-04-09 - I mean that fucking you is strange. . .
2006-04-07 - I just died in your arms. . .
2006-04-06 - See though sickness
2006-04-05 - dyke
2006-04-04 - We don't even care, as restless as we are.
2006-04-03 - As you see there's no one around.
2006-04-02 - You can make me scream internally- you can make me breathe eternally.
2006-04-01 - lothlorian- the leaving song.
2006-03-31 - && Globes and Maps are all around me now. . .
2006-03-30 - \"I wanna' feel you breathe me\"
2006-03-30 - Lothlorian.
2006-03-29 - Oh, Mandy. You came && you gave without taking.
2006-03-28 - This boy's too young to be singing the blues.
2006-03-27 - Lovin' you was like lovin' the dead.
2006-03-26 - Now close all eyes && let me love you. . .
2006-03-26 - Bed of razors
2006-03-24 - Just died in your arms tonight. . .
2006-03-24 - Hip-bones, mann.
2006-03-23 - exsisting
2006-03-22 - Everyday. . .
2006-03-21 - whatthefuck?
2006-03-19 - When all you want to find is home. . .
2006-03-16 - \"I know you're fucking someone else.\"
2006-03-15 - I guess this is goodbye.
2006-03-15 - 0rgy
2006-03-14 - Fetisha
2006-03-13 - Far from good.
2006-03-13 - Who killed mr moonlight?
2006-03-11 - Can't you see- half of me was sold.
2006-03-10 - I just died in your arms tonight.
2006-03-10 - Even in maddness I know you still belive.
2006-03-08 - I don't want anybody else, when I think about you, I touch myself.
2006-03-07 - I see you, I feel you, I know you, I own you.
2006-03-06 - Ballad of a fallen angel.
2006-03-05 - Teenage-Negative
2006-03-04 - Tranquility
2006-02-28 - gone
2006-02-27 - Just one look into your eyes. . .
2006-02-26 - She couldn't find how to push though.
2006-02-25 - confession
2006-02-24 - Elbow deep inside the border line.
2006-02-22 - Do you think of me? Do you dream of me? I always dream about you. . .
2006-02-20 - This time's for real.
2006-02-19 - Whore
2006-02-18 - slick moves.
2006-02-17 - All I do is miss you, && the way we used to be.
2006-02-16 - I'm sorry I made you mad {again} I'm sorry I fucked up {again}
2006-02-16 - wall of sound
2006-02-15 - Falling from roof-tops.
2006-02-14 - pathetic
2006-02-13 - She wears the witch's star.
2006-02-12 - Words that we couldn't say.
2006-02-11 - Goodnight Julia.
2006-02-10 - ashes, ashes, we all fall down.
2006-02-09 - What would I give. . .
2006-02-08 - Lost in a world of sound;; you were ringing in my ear
2006-02-07 - Pandemonium
2006-02-06 - You can numb her pain.
2006-02-05 - You're not making this easy
2006-02-04 - Seems like such a long, long time;; since you're body crossed my mind.
2006-02-03 - Lovers should be drapied in flowers. . .
2006-02-02 - speak to me
2006-02-01 - \"Do it harder, make it bleed.\"
2006-01-31 - Trying to find some peace of mind.
2006-01-30 - none45
2006-01-29 - Neon-hurt inside your phone call.
2006-01-28 - Dosed by you. . .
2006-01-27 - && The sound of the rain. . .
2006-01-26 - Standing tall.
2006-01-24 - Just dreaming about it. . .
2006-01-23 - Paints me blue
2006-01-22 - Faid into you.
2006-01-20 - In my mind && in my heart. . .
2006-01-19 - \"That way it's like one of those psychedelic-trip things.\"
2006-01-18 - Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, each wish resign'd.
2006-01-17 - && I'll find the time to break these strings. . .
2006-01-16 - Please, don't wake me from the dream.
2006-01-15 - right round, round round
2006-01-14 - A face like murder.
2006-01-13 - You spin me right round. . .
2006-01-12 - -
2006-01-11 - Kissing in the Rain.
2006-01-09 - Here I stand alone. . .wondering what were the last words I said to you.
2006-01-08 - Funny, When you find the words to say, you find no reply.
2006-01-07 - Bairly cold in her grave, bairly warm in my bed.
2006-01-06 - Can't do anything but be in love with you
2006-01-05 - Dancing in the rain.
2006-01-04 - Black && white dreams.
2006-01-03 - Sitting in muddy water.
2006-01-02 - Fighting evil by moonlight. . .
2006-01-01 - We hung like spacestations and rocketships-dreamed like we were beings of the sky.
2005-12-31 - Goodbye Sunshine.
2005-12-29 - -
2005-12-29 - A love like yours and mine.
2005-12-28 - 5:28
2005-12-27 - Making love with his ego
2005-12-26 - Never seen a blue sky.
2005-12-25 - Hate summer days.
2005-12-24 - Folk blues.
2005-12-23 - Crucify myself
2005-12-22 - That still only counts as one!
2005-12-20 - relic.
2005-12-19 - -
2005-12-18 - Back in fifty-two.
2005-12-18 - What did you tell them?
2005-12-17 - Video killed the radio star.
2005-12-16 - Drown in this love.
2005-12-14 - I'll follow you.
2005-12-13 - when we're alone.
2005-12-13 - Can a savior be for real?
2005-12-11 - Catch the starlight.
2005-12-10 - -
2005-12-09 - No sense trying to impress.
2005-12-08 - Laid && torn together on a bed of clover.
2005-12-07 - 347
2005-12-06 - Left them to sleep, left them to dream of their hapiness.
2005-12-05 - Knew a girl && you named her lover.
2005-12-04 - Laying in a bathtub full of freezing water.
2005-12-04 - Read all of the pages && there's /still/ no answer
2005-12-03 - Get down with the sickness.
2005-12-02 - 'Cause we're livin' in a world of fools.
2005-12-01 - Newyears eve, I was dreaming of the summer.
2005-11-30 - 12:25
2005-11-28 - Bird flys free
2005-11-27 - It's a wonderful reality.
2005-11-26 - Take it away-I never had it anyway
2005-11-25 - -
2005-11-24 - Of fallen angels
2005-11-22 - Dig yourself a hole.
2005-11-21 - Fuck your prozac.
2005-11-21 - -
2005-11-20 - I always wanted that myself.
2005-11-18 - -
2005-11-17 - nothing
2005-11-16 - Seen though the eyes of the one with pure heart
2005-11-15 - In that moment I knew I was out of hope again.
2005-11-12 - Now I don't know what to do.
2005-11-11 - none
2005-11-10 - You said you wanted it.
2005-11-10 - Between the Stars.
2005-11-10 - Between the Stars.
2005-11-10 - OneWord
2005-11-09 - I long for those days.
2005-11-08 - My love for you is everlasting
2005-11-08 - Wake up the world.
2005-11-07 - A form of love.
2005-11-07 - && Will you even tell her if you decide to make the sky fall?
2005-11-06 - Dig me now, fuck me later.
2005-11-05 - Get out of my head 'cause I don't /need/ this.
2005-11-04 - Should've drove all night- would've run all the lights.
2005-11-02 - Mean what you say, 'cause no one will take the blame.
2005-10-31 - Says something like \"You and me babe, how 'bout it?\"
2005-10-30 - Ville's mic is love.
2005-10-30 - Am I the reason you breathe, or am I the reason you cry?
2005-10-28 - Taste from your lips.
2005-10-27 - I don't want it, I just need it, to breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive.
2005-10-26 - I'll keep digging 'till I feel something.
2005-10-25 - SundayConcert
2005-10-20 - All I ever wanted was your life.
2005-10-19 - Ravenous
2005-10-18 - Stop doing this to me.
2005-10-17 - Can you see me here, alive?
2005-10-16 - The god-awful truth.
2005-10-15 - \"She came in through the bathroom window.\"
2005-10-13 - Los Angeles is burning.
2005-10-12 - Will not rest until the purge is complete.
2005-10-08 - One Touch.
2005-10-07 - You always go when the wind blows
2005-10-07 - 'Cause I don't wanna die in this place.
2005-10-05 - We will rise.
2005-10-03 - People=Shit
2005-10-01 - I push my fingers into my eyes.
2005-09-30 - A boy named Rain.
2005-09-29 - Michelangelo.
2005-09-29 - && I hope to find. . .
2005-09-27 - All I ever wanted was your life.
2005-09-26 - Finding out just where that is.
2005-09-25 - You say that things change, my dear.
2005-09-24 - How can this mean anything to me?
2005-09-23 - There is no Love.
2005-09-21 - Use the enemy.
2005-09-20 - This may hurt a little, but it's something you'll get used to.
2005-09-19 - Slit Wrists Theory.
2005-09-17 - All was hopeless in this home.
2005-09-17 - It's up to us.
2005-09-15 - Paint me passion.
2005-09-14 - Girl's got a face like murder.
2005-09-13 - 'Cause it's always raining in my head.
2005-09-12 - Duality.
2005-09-11 - Like a glass to drink from.
2005-09-10 - Starve and Burn the pain away.
2005-09-09 - Cast
2005-09-09 - Everything's still horrible 'cause everyone still dies.
2005-09-08 - We can be like they are.
2005-09-07 - A little sheltered girl.
2005-09-06 - Romeo && Juilet.
2005-09-05 - Turns to Ashes.

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